Thank you Ladies!!

I really appreciate the kind words and the boost of confidence!!  I did alot of thinking last night and thought of a few things that I should do to my blog so I hope that with in the next couple of months I get them all done and can get a few more followers and a few more comments on my blog.  In the process of all of the thinking, I realized that I haven't been commenting nearly enough on the blogs that I follow either.  While realizing this it also dawned on me that if I feel this way I'm sure there are a few other people out there that feel the same way so not only am I going to work on my blog but I'm also going to start commenting on other people's blogs aswell.  

Last month was a very tough month for me because for 1 I've never had much Christmas spirit (it is not my favorite holiday), but I try my best because of my boys and I know how excited they get about it. My second reason is because of the loss of my cousin.  I didn't go into much detail before about how he passed away, but I feel like I need to so that I can start to move on.  He passed away on the 7th of December.  He was 27 years old and was more of a brother to me than a cousin.  He took his own life and this has left many unanswered questions and many unsaid things.  I hope that no one ever has to experience this type of tradgety, but if you do or if you have my heart and prayers go out to you because I know how horrible this is to accept.

I know this post is a little on the depressing side, but I promise to post happier more up beat things in the future!!  Just stick with me please as I work to improve my blog this year!!!

I love you J more than words can ever express and I miss you more than anyone will ever know, but you will live on in my memories and in my heart forever!!!     ‎"Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal."